Always

You know..it's always interesting when my sister comes home. All of us girls cooked dinner tonight and we just kept talking about memories. We always seem to talk about that every time we're all together. Some stories are the same..but there's always something new we learn about each other. Some new piece of information or a different viewpoint. My two younger sisters and I were "home schooled" when we were in elementary/middle school (I put it in quotations because we never did schoolwork..it's like those years were just freedom). But we had so much hate for each other..it's not like that anymore..but we did. Especially me. I was always angry. We would fist fight all the time, viscous little girls we were. We were almost like two separate families..me and my younger sisters and then the older ones. Especially between us and my older sister, she and I shared a room our entire lives and still..we were so separated. I can remember whenever she would be in a bad mood (which was quite often) and she would be crying in our room, I would try to go in so I could go to sleep and she would scream and yell at me to get out and go away. So I would sit outside our room till she fell asleep so I could go in. It sucked. But eh..I don't really care anymore. My little sisters and I have so many stories that my older sister never knew about us..go figure but it's always funny to enlighten her about our past. Her favorite line whenever we start talking is, "What??? I never knew that..." Every time..she always says it. It's crazy how a family can just be so separated and so close at the same time.